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Date: Sunday, February 7, 2010


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Going through a rough patch... being so faraway doesn't help at all, in fact it certainly make things worse. I am so disheartened but I am reluctant to give this relationship up. Everyone knows how hard I fought for this and am definitely going to fight for it. But sometimes, I can only do so much. 



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How to win over a Virgo man

Don't press this guy for sentimentality. If he doesn't make a big deal about your relationship anniversary, remember all the little things he does day to day. He's got a steady nature and won't want too much drama. He likes order, routine and keeping his life under control. Get involved with his daily routine, and soon you'll be integrated into his life.

He's a true hermit, so don't force too much togetherness. His Sun sign destiny is to achieve self-containment, and this requires a lot of solitude. Give him the freedom to go off and do his own thing, and he'll keep coming back.



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Date: Tuesday, February 2, 2010


give thanks to technology!

had my first webcam session with baby just now! tried skype-ing and everything for so long but nothing worked, until we finally worked out a solution and managed to video call! you don't know how big my smile was when his face popped up on the screen hehehe. he still looks so handsome HAHA but fatter. oh man, hahaha people big boss now, whole day long sit in the shop collect money no wonder. 



i am so happy i finally got to see him! just seeing him moving in front of me is good enough, i can now continue my tahan-nation till march! yippee :D




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Date: Monday, February 1, 2010


LGMH.
I.AM.SO.TIRED. 


woke up after a mere one and a half hour's sleep this morning at 7 and popped over to ecp for 'run for my lunch', didn't run... obviously hahaha but i did my part okay! all for the cause of charity. came home and slept for 5 hours straight, so satisfying. anyway, met wan aft that and got a new camera. couldn't stop playing with it and now i am so exhausted, my eyelids are crashing shut. 

on a side note, i realized how much my dad loves my mom. he was experimenting with my new camera, and looking through the pictures of gladys and i. he just scrolled through the pictures of us, and when it's a picture of my mom, he would pause and admire it for ten seconds before continuing. and when taking pictures, he would take pictures of my super unglam mom instead of his all-dressed-up daughter - me. i look at how their eyes sparkle when they look at each other and how they make each other laugh so easily. it's very heartwarming to know that people are actually capable of staying in love even after so long. :) 




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Date: Saturday, January 30, 2010


why you so bo liew?

3cheers! went shopping at ikea today! went over to rp to meet the two of them first, quite alot have changed, the atm have shifted and then there's a shop called "peacemakers" and there's a huge wall picture of minghee at the entrance and i didn't get to drink my favourite milk tea :( 

the journey to ikea was super long and torturous to the both of you i know, i am sorry haha. thanks for accompanying me there to get my stuffs, you guys are great :) 


got this for tangle so he can stop stealing mine. it looks like a bear version of archie cus of the pimples haha

"no one snatches my food!" 
ate alot today anyway hehe





omg the chicken wings are the bessssst! 

i can't stop laughing at kev's face hahaha, you got so tired meh? boliew. 


almost got this lamp! abit girlish for me aye? but it's nice though. 

:) 

borrowed some new invented words from kev's friend and we ended up making sentences with these stupid words and we kept laughing non-stop. don't know quite how to describe here so i'm not going to try, just know that we had fun! :) bought quite some stuffs from ikea anyways - colourful clothes hanger, paper tray, the bear and the photo hanger which i've to either wait for kev or my brother in law to help me fix it on my wall. it's gonna be pretty, i can't wait! 




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Date: Friday, January 29, 2010


always my sunshine,
i hope this month's allowance is already here, can't check though - ibanking is down. i really need cash cus i'm going to buy stuffs for my room tomorrow from ikea. yay to going out with prissy and kev, i miss them both and i need lots of kev's latest updates ha. anyway, today has been quite an emotional ride. it's the first time i've ever felt this way, to just give up and hide away. i'm not someone who will avoid responsibilities but today, i did. it's not a good thing, but once in a while, it feels great to just let yourself free and not dwell on anything. for the first time in my life, i avoided his calls. my heart aches everytime the phone starts to ring and his picture starts to show up on the screen, but i kept telling myself not to pick up. i don't know exactly what i was dodging, but i knew i really needed a break from everything. from the moment we became a couple, i had to deal with extraordinary stuffs that other couples don't have to deal with. not that i'm complaining, but two years into it, it's starting to take on its toll and i'm beginning to feel the strain. the quarrels and everything are just fucked-up and for just one day, you wish you don't have to resolve it and just let the problems disappear by themselves, but they wouldn't. i must applaud anyway, for the fact that i could resist the temptation of just picking up the phone and call him for nearly 20 hours. i.am.bravo. everyone knows how needy i am to him, but there, i did it!

i gave my heart and my mind a big break today and i'm really glad i did. nevertheless, at around 1 am i finally caved in and gave him a call and talked things through. at least it's all good now, i can hear birds chirping and smell sunshine all around me haha. i love him so much, all of you know that. i just needed some time off, not for anybody, just for myself. i guess everyone should do it sometime. just fuck care anybody's else needs and responsibilities and what-nots, if you feel like you need a holiday, go for it. cause you're the one living your life, not anybody else.

aye, just my two cents' worth :)



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没有你会死掉,


黑夜将城市笼罩 
想念蔓延在细胞
想妳的拥抱 
妳的微笑 
想到快要疯掉
爱妳到莫名其妙 
上了瘾无可救药
没有妳 
会死掉
我不再开心的笑 
痛苦在胸口燃烧
在妳离开以后 
寂寞把我逼进了墙角
不听别人的劝告 
才掉进妳的圈套
现在知道 
却放不掉 
世界慢慢的变老
戒不掉对妳的依靠 
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗 
相思的煎熬
戒不掉妳对我的好 
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我 
我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对妳的依靠
就是戒不掉妳对我的好




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Date: Thursday, January 28, 2010


再不用多久,


你总是说我在
这样孤单时候
才会想与你联络
然而谈的情
说的爱不够
说来就来 说走就走
怎么会不懂我
怎么会不知道
女人的心是脆弱
寂寞不是我
不能够忍受
只是每一天
我想你太多
其实不想走
其实我想留
留下来陪你每个春夏秋冬
你要相信我
再不用多久
我要你和我今生一起度过
其实不想走
其实我想留
留下来陪你每个春夏秋冬
你要相信我
再不用多久
我要你和我今生一起度过



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Date: Tuesday, January 26, 2010


窦娥




窦娥冤死,我看了她的戏后,为什么我也会冤死啊哈哈哈





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ting ting na neng yu.

can anybody be my tutor for 文学'你'论? studying from the slides was already a chore, then when i try to study from the textbook, i just died. i swear for the first time, i put all my heart and soul in it to absorb, i did understand most of the part but i'm already strained. & you know how much i've studied? --- the important points she noted in one single slide. i'll kowtow to anybody who can study this module for hours straight. it's so damn bloody difficult!



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