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❤ Date: Tuesday, October 13, 2009
If you love something, let it go. If it comes back, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was. These days... it's dfficult. Today is like the fourth day and well, okay I guess I'm coping well. But you do know that it's inevitable for me to tear too. I don't want to be some pathetic worm so I keep telling myself I'm gonna stay strong and everything's gonna be over soon. Happy times will come again. But I feel damn miserable when I thought about no one's gonna hold your hand and pull you through the darkest hours, nor anyone will be there to kiss my forehead when I'm yearning for some sweetness. It's so tough, I miss you so much. What makes me better is that when I miss you, I still get to call and talk to you. That little gesture makes everything feels good. At least, it's not that torturous to handle. Just now, I heard you say "I miss you", my heart warmed. Even though you may miss me just a tiny wee bit, but it's really better than nothing. And when I wanted to hear "I love you" and you said it, though you didn't want to. I guess you don't want to give me false hope, but eventually when you spelled it out, I'm still happy. Because you still care for me, at the very least. Never thought that I will have to let go of you, but I will survive okay, don't worry. And not holding up my hopes, but I still have the feeling that we'll be back together. Cus I know you are the One, maybe you don't feel it now, but who knows right? Cus I keep thinking about the feeling I had for you the moment we met, I knew, I really knew you are going to be the One. And to comfort myself, this may be just one of the tests we have to undergo 'cus this is true love. I'm not sure if I'm in denial, but you can't lie to yourself your own feelings right? Nonetheless, promise I wouldn't wait and will start to try moving on. But if one day we get another chance to be together, I'll definitely grab hold of it and shall never let go again anymore.
Thanks to my friends: 3cheers!, Punehto especially. Luv y'all so so much.