As I type, the clock's showing 2am. Which is good, b'cus finally the most torturous day of all is nearing an end. (Would have ended much earlier if I chose to sleep hours ago) But anyway, once I open my eyes later, it'll be the second day. And I shall be counting down!

Sent love to the airport this morning and as he entered the you know, the hall or something like that where we the non-ticket holders aren't allowed to go in? He thought I was gone but he kept turning to look for me, and then I called him and told him I was right there at the other corner watching. & then he kept asking me to go but kept waving and as I walked really far away, I turned back and saw he was still watching me go. At that point of time it suddenly dawned on me that perhaps he can't bear to leave me more than I can't bear to let him go. :)

Spent half an hour on the goodnight call earlier on, woo we haven't had goodnight calls for ages! It felt like being a teenager again haha. Anyway, my phoenix card is now left with pathetic four bucks, and today's only the first day. Haha oh mannnnn.

Nyways, talked to bin & pris and they made me felt a lot better just now, I luv them so much. & I've made plans for the following week so it doesn't seemed so boring and lonely. Like what ming said, I shall learn to be independent and then enjoy my singlehood! Oh man, but I just miss him so damn much :(

K, time for lights out. And here I come, 2nd day! :)

P.S, happy 21st month to us. I love you!