❤ Date: Friday, October 9, 2009
To feel you.
I've pretty much gotten over the fact that we're not going to do what I've planned in my mind for the following week. Or tomorrow's supposedly the day we meet, hug and kiss. It doesn't matter now. It doesn't matter what he did or how'd he hurt me. What's important is that I want him back, I need him back. It made me felt a lot better when I realized he still had the conscience to tell me that he's sorry and it's unfair to me. I thought he didn't care about me at all. But after he apologized, I'm pretty over it already. He asked me to give him two days to come up with an answer. So I shall keep my fingers crossed and await for good news, hopefully. Can't lose him, he mean way too much for me. But I know myself, after what happened, my love and trust for him has lessened a lot. Still want him by my side, nonetheless. Maybe that's love?
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