Today, I looked at one of my friend and thought about how I used to make remarks about this person's life. How I used to think because I have a much happening life, I'm more superior than him/her. &then today I looked at this person as s/he walked away, I realised how fucking arrogant and complacent I was. I should have been contented of what I had and not bring others down by flaunting it. Now s/he has something that I don't have and I feel like a bloody loser but I know this is what they call karma.

& on the way home, it suddenly dawned on me that, perhaps its exactly this arrogance of mine that life took away my most precious possesion to make me learn a lesson, the hard way. Now I know, if I have something that others don't have, I should feel blessed and just keep my mouth shut and not even think that s/he's a loser just because s/he don't have what I have 'cause that is wrong.

& maybe now that I've learnt my lesson, and am learning to grow up, life's gonna return me my beloved.

Sidenote:

Picture above, needy Tangle cosying up to me, bearbearleong and piggybee. &all four of us went to a nap together minutes aft this photo was taken. These days, Tangle follows me around more and always choose to lie beside me. It's either he's cold, or he knows I'm lonely too.

Nights fellas!