These days, my heart couldn't stop aching. It ached like when we first broke up. It's already been a month, the pain hasn't go away and I don't think it will ever does. You can say a million of things to hurt me, to break my heart into a million tiny pieces, but when it boils down to the one fact that I still love you, it makes me strong again. I know I am stupid to keep wanting to hold onto this thin thread when you have said it that you don't love me anymore, and that you don't want me anymore. But you have your beliefs, I have mine too. I know if this time I'm going to give up just because of the words you say, I'll spend my entire life regretting it. Throughout this relationship, I have listened to you too many times. This time, I'm truly gonna fuck care your opinions, your selfishness and just go get what I want.

If I fail, and fall, and have my heart broken all over again, at least I tried. & then that's gonna be your loss, 'cus I fought for my happiness and you didn't, at all.