third post within a few hours... one more paragraph about my current thoughts and i'm done. actually i've forgotten all about what i wanted to type here. oh yes i rmbr now, i want my pms-y mood to be over asap cus it is ruining things. can't even be happy when i'm on the phone, and i'm always tearing over the smallest things. don't say that he is, even i am irritated by myself. i hate being in this kind of mood when nothing seems to be able to cheer you up. fuck. hopefully tmrw it will come and everyth will be back to same again. & despite showing signs of irritation, he said things that were really sweet as well. well, i guess that should be enough to cover up my unhappiness for awhile :)