i'm going to help book the tickets alr and i'm so excited! just waiting for him to give me the nod tomorrow and then i can click click and get a set of return tickets. we are both so excited, we spent an hour just now talking 'bout the short trip and sourcing for all the budget hotels. thinking bout the eight days he's gonna be here thrills me. one more monthhhhh but i can't wait already!

i thought about our current r/s and i'm really happy with what i have. when i first came back i desperately wanted us to be back tgt officially, but now i realised that all i wanted was a sense of security. but so what if he's officially my boyfriend, he could still cheat on me if he wants to, same goes for being my husband. but if he seriously doesn't have any intention of cheating on me, he wouldnt even take a second glance at other girls right now. i guess what matters most is the relationship both of us are sharing, and not the status crap. i mean of cus it's nice if we can go official again, but for the time being, i love us this way.

what's more, he seriously my bestest friend. i tell him every single thing and he's just more than a lover, he'd give me advices and comments about everyth i tell him. not those usual boyfriends who would only go "mm" and "uh" when you tell them girly stuffs. he understands and i'm so glad i have a best friend as a lover :)