i remember going out with cassandra and sam on this day, i vaguely remember we had gelare and then on the train i joyously said to sam "i'm finally single after two years!". sam had to leave so i brought casse to hip diners' for dinner, and before i left, i said to him, "do you wanna send me home?" it was meant to be a joke, but then he agreed to it, to be honest i was shocked. & so we hanged around downstairs, the usual spot, our lao di fang ;) he put his hands ard my shoulders and i was flushed. then he gently kissed my cheeks and my hair and said i smelt nice haha. & then he told me, "i love you." i looked at him, stunned. i said, "what?" he said, "i love you, shouldn't you reply something?" i hesitated for a long while and i couldn't stop giggling. finally i replied. "i love you too." & then this bastard turned and said, "finish?" i glared at him, frowning. and then he started singing, "i love you, you love me, we are happy family~"

yeah fuck right hahaha that's how i confessed to him -.- but after that he said it again, "i love you", this time not a barney theme song, he meant it fr his heart. later that night, we kissed for the first time and before he left, he said, "so, i should call you dear now. bye dear, i love you."

so, that was two years ago on this very night. it was amazing and unbelievable. if you'd ever hear bout the story of my crush on him and how i went gaga over the mere sight of his name tag, i'll definitely top your list for the "craziest bitches of all time". two years later, it's still as amazing and unbelievable that i've found this man and he has fallen in love with me. though we've been apart in status, and still apart physically but i know we are always in each other's hearts and that's all that matters. to be able to have you as a partner, i'm eternally grateful. a few more days and we shall reunite again, it gets me so excited i couldn't sleep last night. i love you baby, i always will. happy second anniversary :)