today is such a bad day. first the presentation was a mess - the ppt and everything. first thing in the morning and it has alr caused such chaos in me. it's not anybody else's fault, i mean who asked me to not double-check the content aft transferring the file right. it's just i'm a little disappointed that it didn't go well as expected cus i did put in effort aesthetics-wise before the presentation. & then things after that was still a mess, events didn't go according to plan. i wonder why but i'm really frustrated. i know i'll be all up and chirpy if i get to webcam with baby now but the fastest he can get his webcam fixed is perhaps two days later? have you ever miss someone so much that you just feel damn irritated with it? like you wished you could kiss him and hug him right this moment but you can't. weird emotions have been bottling up inside me for the past few days and i am so easily irritated i'd rather stay in and not talk to anyone. today is just bad. & i hope today ends quickly so i am one day closer to seeing baby, and also to spend another 24 in a fresh good day.