come to think of it, what leong said about me was true. i am stupid enough to let people take advantage of me, and then cry to myself at the end of the night. and by the next day, i act like nothing has happened and continue to treat those people nicely and give them whatever I can give. I wish I can stop letting people hurting me without letting them realize that what they are doing to me is wrong. And it hurts even more when one of those people is someone who is so important to me. sighs.