I have this feeling that I don't like. Especially not at this time. There's this weird feeling churning inside my stomach, I tried to act normal but I can't. I'm irritated and I'm throwing despising glances, I know you don't know what I'm talking bout, but I don't want to make it too obvious. I am going to fuck this up, aren't I? Cus it feels exactly like the previous time. Oh my god, no please, please don't let it happen this time :(